This picture would do well as an approximate visualisation of how I am feeling right now:

What will grow crooked you can’t make straight…
This is your blind spot, blind spot / It should be obvious, but it’s not.
we think the same things at the same time
we just can’t do anything about it.
…I feel me slipping in and out of consciousness

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So, you feel like an over-rated, deluded and petulant child with appalling features?
I didn’t quite understand that, but perhaps what I felt was much more.