Tag Archives: reflection

To say it clearly and cryptically

Man1 needs food. Without food, he is hungry. The longer he is deprived of food, the hungrier he gets.
Consider an extremely hungry man who is constantly surrounded with food which he can see but cannot consume, because the food is simply not his portion. To the hungry man, what he sees are not a temptation [...]

On burning desires.

Why, you think, do they call it a burning desire?
Because it really burns you, and consumes you. You, your life, your mind, body, and soul. You will not fall asleep without thinking about it, and neither will you wake up without it being the first thought of your day. You really are on fire.
And when [...]

I can see clearly now.

I have not felt more confident, hopeful, and grateful in my life. Some things just need to be let out, to someone who truly cares. Now I really need to put this behind, and not let it bother me. I will relish what I have, and focus on other important things. Certainly, the matter has [...]

On love and justice

Quite some time ago, I read an article, in which I stumbled upon a statement to which there is much self-evident truth:
[Justice] must not merely be done, but must also be seen to be done.
The concept here is simple: in a proper system of justice, persons appointed as judges not only be impartial, but they [...]

Perjuangan cinta

Aku masih belum rela mengaku tewas, dalam cinta.
Namun, apakah rasa cinta dan kasih sayang itu, jikalau bukan sesuatu yang datang hanya dari Tuhan? Siapakah yang bisa mengatakan “aku mahu cinta” lalu mengharapkannya dari permainan dunia, wang ringgit, dan perasaan dan kepercayaan yang luntur? Apakah cinta suatu permainan, yang berunsur suka-suka? Atau suatu perjudian, yang bergantung [...]

Mencari kemarahan

Saya tidak kisah sekiranya awak mencari kemarahan saya. Ibarat seorang penggali harta, dia belum tahu di mana menghentak cangkulnya baru terdengar nyaring bunyi peti besi yang berisi harta.
Yang paling membingitkan saya ialah apabila saya sudah memberitahu di mana letaknya kemarahan saya, tetapi ada orang yang masih mencari-cari. Ibarat kisah si penggali tadi, saya sudah memberitahu [...]

Pejuang malam

Bingung, berganti resah.
Selang beberapa malam ini, aku berfikir dua kali sebelum masuk tidur. Masih ada yang belum dilaksanakan, masih ada yang belum diluahkan, masih ada yang terbungkam di dada, dan otak kepala. Kalau inilah malam terakhirku, aku benar-benar tidak rela membazirkannya begitu sahaja. Mahu saja aku teruskan perjuanganku sekarang juga, sampai pagi esok.
Namun, aku sudah [...]

Wounded

the guy who put his hands on you
has got nothing to do with me
and the bruises that you feel will heal
and i hope you come around
’cause we’re missing you.

Lilin

cahaya api lilin yang paling malap
bisa menerangi gua yang usang hitam
pada waktu malam yang pekat gelap
bagi sang kelawar yang pernah redam
menantikan api itu padam.

The defeatist’s resolve

Since I will change no one else, I will change myself.
Since no one else will take me seriously, I will take myself seriously.
I will be different from now on.
God, give me the strength to be resolute.